The Hope and Cost of Healing

As we continue to believe, affirm by faith, claim and declare that God’s healing has indeed come upon us, and healed every bit of trace of disease in Joann’s body, the devil keeps on taunting us “is it really that simple?” Just pray for healing and healing will come? Is there no price? Is there no cost?

As we ponder about this, there are times seeds of doubt arise. Sometimes, faith falters. As doctors we have seen how this disease courses through. We have seen the agony of patients. There is even more suffering seen in the treatment modalities… surgery, chemotherapy, radiotherapy…is this the cost of healing?

I continued to pray today…that God will continue to increase our faith. “Lord, help my unbelief!” is my prayer…God give me the strength and faith to hold on to YOUR PROMISES!!! Strengthen our hearts O God! We still continue to pray that God will crush and dissolve the tumor, and that surgery is no longer needed. God increases our faith and strengthens our hearts.

My brother told me about another doctor he worked with in one medical mission. She was diagnosed with stage 4 cervical cancer, with lung and liver metastases. She was ready to die, and was even trying on cotton balls on her nostrils to see what she’d look like. But God had plans for her. She didn’t undergo surgery, and was seemingly resistant to chemotherapy. But God’s awesome hand healed her. GOD HEALED HER STAGE 4 CERVICAL CANCER WITH LUNG AND LIVER METS COMPLETELY!!!. She is disease free up to this day…and her healing came almost 8 years ago.

As if THAT testimony wasn’t enough assurance from God. Awhile ago, my classmate, Monica, from way back highschool asked me how i was doing via facebook chat. She and her family are bible-believing christians. She’s now based in Singapore. I have asked her to pray for Joann. As we were chatting, I told her that we believe God’s healing has already come upon us. Then she began to share.

She told me her dad was diagnosed with lung cancer. He didn’t undergo surgery or chemotherapy. HE IS COMPLETELY HEALED! He was healed more than 25 years ago, and is now still strong enough to regularly go to the gym.

Her younger brother, at the age of 2 1/2 yrs old, was diagnosed with Leukemia. He underwent chemotherapy but never lost a strand of hair. He is now 24 years old, a young professional, DISEASE FREE and COMPLETELY HEALED!!!

Her aunt was diagnosed with colon cancer. She didn’t undergo chemotx. She is now ok and living in the U.S. SHE IS HEALED!!!

Her mother is now with a ministry called MORE THAN “C”; more than conquerors, more than cancer. They are ministering to those afflicted with cancer. I was able to talk to her on the phone and she left me with this message;

Believe in the power of God! Try to have communion daily at your home, break bread with the family. And everytime you break bread, remember that this, the body of Jesus Christ, was broken and bruised…that WE MAY BE MADE WHOLE!!!

God told me that “Yes, I have the power to heal you. Yes, pray with faith and you shall be healed. Yes, I am the God that healeth thee.” But God reminded me that it didn’t come at no cost.

The cost is this; Jesus Christ, the Only Son of God, left the heavenly realms, was born in a lowly, dirty manger, was raised up by a carpenter, lived the life of a carpenter. At the opportune age, He preached, He HEALED, He cast out demons, He forgave sins, He changed the lives of fishermen, tax collectors, a prostitute, a pharisee. He fed 3000 people, and again 5000 people. He raised up the dead. And then, after all this…

He was shackled in chains, pulled on a leash like a dog. He was beaten up, bruised, spitted on, whipped and lashed at, shouted and cursed at. He was stripped down, and a crown of sharp, long, penetrating thorns was forced down unto His head. He was made to carry a large plank of wood, which would require multiple med to carry. He was made to walk around the city bearing this cross, stumbling at times, and receiving whips at every stumble. He climbed up a hill, and there He was nailed to the cross. The cross was raised up, and He was given a sponge of vinegar for His thirst. Still, it wasn’t the nails but His love for us that kept Him hanging up on the cross. He died. And then, after all this…

JESUS CHRIST ROSE FROM THE DEAD! AND IS NOW SEATED AT THE RIGHT HAND OF THE FATHER! And HE SHALL RETURN SOON!

This is the cost of God’s healing, the victory of Jesus in His life, death and ressurection. God’s healing comes at the most expensive, most unaffordable price; His only Son. But God doesn’t require us to PAY. He only requires us to BELIEVE and have FAITH!

Lord, Thank you for the healing that we now have! You are the God of wonders, and wonderful are Your ways O God!!!

Healing Has Come

I can’t explain it.

Last friday, i cried in anguish, despair, desolation. It’s like heaven and earth came tumbling down on me and my family. It’s like the world stopped moving. Like the sun stopped shining. Like all the colors in the things i see have faded away. As I was driving home, i had to pull over 2 times at the side of the road because i was crying and shouting out to God…”AMA, AMA, AMA KO!!!…..AMA KO, AMA KO, …..MAHABAG KA!!! MAHABAG KA!!!” I didn’t have any more words to say. It’s all i could say really…

Thank God for the internet, cellfones, facebook. We were able to ask for prayer support from a lot of friends, family, even those far away. And some committed not only to pray, but to ask their prayer groups, their family, their church to pray too. I have asked christian friends coming from no less than 7 different churches, and I know there are more, to join us in prayer. I believe that there is tremendous power in prayer. And even more, awesome power in the corporate prayer of many believers. “A thousand men praying at the same time is equivalent to a man praying a thousand times.” This is the way to move the hand that moves the world.

As we continued to ask for prayer support, the word of God came pouring in…
Exodus 15:26 – ” And said, If thou wilt diligently hearken to the voice of the LORD thy God, and wilt do that which is right in his sight, and wilt give ear to his commandments, and keep all his statutes, I will put none of these diseases upon thee, which I have brought upon the Egyptians: for I AM the LORD that healeth thee.”

Hebrews 4:14-16 – ” We have a great high priest who has gone through the heavens – Jesus Christ – so let us hold firmly to the faith we profess. We don’t have a high priest that is unable to sympathize with our weakness, Approach then His throne of grace so we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.”

Romans 15:13 – “May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.”

John 14:1 – “Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, trust also in me.”

1 Peter 5:7 – “Cast all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you.”

1 Peter 5:10 – “And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.”

Jeremiah 29:11 – “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord. “Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”

That same friday  night, as I was continually praying while holding our 8 month old baby daryl, a rush of peace filled my heart. I don’t know how, why, what, when… but somehow i was assured GOD HAS HEALED JOANN! I began to thank God! I don’t know how  He did it, and how He’ll intend to manifest it, but I know he touched Joann and healed her completely.

The next day, saturday, one of our friends whom I asked for prayer support confirmed that this is God’s promise. She said “Joann is healed, she is whole and her breast is in normal condition. She will continually see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.”

Messages from friends continued pouring in…in texts, in facebook messages, in posts…ever since I posted “please pray for Joann”, the message has been the same. CLAIM GOD’S HEALING. HEALING HAS COME NOW. THANK GOD AND CELEBRATE GOD’S HEALING!!!” At this point, i stopped being pre-occupied about Joann’s condition, and started thanking God for His healing!

Jesus said, “if you have faith even the size of a mustard seed, you can move this mountain.” God has built up our faith through this. We asked God to increase our faith by His mercy and grace to overcome this disease. I know our faith still needs building up, but we believe it certainly is bigger now than a mustard seed. And to Jesus, a PUNY 2.5 x 2 x 1.5 cm breast mass is certainly NO MOUNTAIN!

As Joann and I were talking about the promises of God, she told me that earlier that day, as she was praying and crying out to God, she felt SOMETHING was being poured upon her…that God’s healing was penetrating every inch of her body.  We were amazed at the goodness of God.

As of last night, we were still able to feel the “lump”. But we are walking BY FAITH now. We continue to THANK GOD AND PRAISE GOD because we know and we declare, GOD HAS HEALED HER ALREADY. We are now praying that GOD WILL DISSOLVE THIS MASS so that her surgery, scheduled on friday, will no longer be needed. And we believe, by faith, God is crushing this mass in His divine hands as of this writing.

Above and beyond us, we know that God’s healing has come that His glory may be revealed. We are excited to see how God will use us to testify to His love, power, grace, mercy, goodness, kindness, tenderness and justice! We are humbled at how the God of the universe loves us and chose us to be His servants! We pray that lives will be turned to God and committed to Christ through our testimony.

So please, continue to pray for Joann and me and our entire family; that God’s healing would be made manifest by the dissolution of the mass and that surgery will no longer be needed. But i also ask you to pray with thanksgiving in your heart for GOD HAS ANSWERED OUR PRAYERS!

Today, as I drove to work, i was in tears again. But these are not tears of sorrow anymore. These are tears of AMAZEMENT AND THANKFULLNESS FOR GOD’S OVERWHELMING LOVE AND POWER!!! So please join us in praising God and in giving Him glory, FOR WE BELIEVE, CLAIM AND DECLARE GOD’S HEALING HAS ALREADY COME!
P.S. Please join us, wherever you are, for a time of prayer and thanksgiving and worship this wednesday night, December 9, 2009, begining at around 7:30pm. For those of you who can come, we’ll have this night of prayer and worship at our house in Marikina.